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I am a person that chose to serve and protect others, and have experienced a sacrifice given in the spirit. I must now struggle to accept that sacrifice.
I must also learn that I am not limited to being defined solely by the uniform and the badge that I wore.
I must remember that though I may be hampered by new limitations, I still have the same traits and qualities that made me proud to serve in law enforcement.
I must learn to shield my loved ones from the anger and grief that I bear for the loss of that part of myself that was given in service to my community.
I must comfort and protect those that share in my pain and loss.
I must learn to harness the bravery that I used to shield others, to deal with changes that I do not understand.
I must learn to let go of the many things that I loved that are only experienced by those who actively serve and protect.
I must learn to put aside my pride and seek assistance from others when necessary.
I must accept that there will be those that will not acknowledge or remember my sacrifice.
I must now find the strength and courage that I displayed for others to help me on my own journey.
I must always remember, even in times of despair, that I am never alone. Although I may not understand why this path was chosen for me, the unconditional love of the Heavenly Father will be with me always.